
I just wanted to say I DON'T WANT ANY LOSERS NOR LIARS I HATE THOSE 2 KIND OF PERSONS A LOT and really I don't think that it's a good thing that you lie on someone specially on the emotion side. I also want you to know something, many of you people take things from the outside view, and I assure u that this is totally wrong in most situations and with most people, and you could take me for example, many of you think that I'm kind of person who is so happy and just loves to waste his time with girls, partying and knowing this & knowing that and so on, and that's totally wrong. You don't have to believe me if you don't want, but just for once in your life think with both your heart and mind and I'm sure that it'll never let you down. I had many problems with people I knew, one of those problems is that some of them think that I'm ARROGANT, and I'm not so, totally not so, it's not my fault that I know exactly what I say before I say it neither that I don't like to put masks on my face as many others do. I like to be me, I like to be who I am, without wearing any masks, cause wearing a mask is a really big problem in fact its a lie that grows day by day and hour after another till you can't control it. & I don't like to lie as I said before and for sure I'd never like to make the slightest mistake and I know that no one's perfect else God, but at least try to be the nearest to perfection cause for sure if you tried to be so you'll be better than what you already are now. Some times people think that when you act politely and care about them and ask about them that this's a kind of weakness from your side and they just decide to dump you cause they think that you're a LOSER as many consider caring people LOSERS, well in fact those who think like that are the real LOSERS. All what I ever wanted is to meet people who really care for me as I do the same in return and believe me those of you who think that they met all kind of people and that they know how to deal with all of them are really pathetic cause they are the first persons who are considered as a toy in others' hands. That's about my friendship part and point of view and you could agree or disagree with it cause nothing's perfect else God as I mentioned before. About my love part. I knew many girls as many of the guys did meet many girls in their life. NO ONE didn't talk about LOVE, but just let me tell you my point of view, and as I told you, you could agree or disagree. All of you talked about love, but how many of you people know what Real Life Love is ? Is it just about Promises ? Lies as many people do ? Talking on the phone for hours ? Meeting each-other everyday ? Spending most time together ? Having alot of happy moments ? Laughing most of the time ? etc etc ... ? Look at the END ... WHAT DID YOU REALLY GAIN AT LAST ... ? All your promises are broken, You break up with the person you love, cause of some lies or whatever, you talk as friends on the phone after all the love u went through, you don't meet each other for many days, months, years, forever cause it's just a matter of time to forget all the lovely moments you lived, they just disappeared. What do you think now, I won't say that all of you lived that feeling ... but at least 99.9% lived it. That was my problem. how could I find a girl that really could LoVE Me the same way I do. Love for me is a life's promise that I have to keep till the last day in my life ( Whatever happens Whatever we went through NEVER leave me cause I will Never live without my Soul and you are my Soul since my heart whispered I love you in your ears ) ... That's the Love I want, that's the Real Love I need from My Unknown AnGeL ... A big promise that will determine your destiny ... Only for those who really mean it ... Never leave your lover for any reason even if he or she didn't keep their promises ... cause they'll Never find someone who will care about them and love them as you do ... I always gave without waiting anything in return not even the word Thank You ... And I never regret it and I will never will ... but all what I hope and wish from God is that I meet the other half of my soul ... The only person in this entire life that will love me as I do even more ... Cause I'm a human at the END and I have Feelings and Emotions ... and as any other person in this world I need to feel love ... Try listening to your heart ... cause sometimes there will be nothing else you can do ... Listen to your heart before you tell him Good Bye ... In The End ... ( Love Never was about distance nor Language nor anything else True Feelings ) ... I'm a human and I just said what I felt that I wanted to say. And believe me if you looked deep inside you, you'd see that at least 99% of my words touched your heart. And you know why,its not because I could write what I feel in a proper way, but cause you already lived them but you couldn't find words for them, or that you're afraid from falling into a false so called love. or maybe you just wish that you could live a Never Ending Love as I do ... ;) And a piece of advise for you. Never hesitate in saying ( I LOVE YOU ) if you really mean it and if you really can keep this Life Promise. Now what do you think about all what I said? Am I a liar. ? Am I just playing with words? Am I a Loser? Did I say things that aren't true? Did I say things you don't feel? Do you think that my words are all some kind of a game I'm playing with you or are they're really coming from an Honest person who knew how to say what his heart feels? Its your choice now. God bless you and I wish you the best luck in your Life and Love Relation ...
AmR ...